Let me tell you one thing, it’s been more than a year, almost two, since I started to write here and believe me when I’m telling you that it wasn’t and still isn’t always a pinky journey. There are days when you feel like you’re not so good at what you're doing, and when other people controlled by evilness, envy, jealousy and other negative thoughts and feelings, come to you and say some ‘beautiful’ words about your work, about you , you feel bad. It’s normal. But once you start to ignore the negativity that surrounds you and also, other’s opinion about you and your work, they’ll disappear even that it might be just for a while. They’ll try to come back, to shake your world, but you just have to keep ignoring them. At first, all these hate and negativity had affected me in a way or another, but after all, I learnt by time to ignore them, and actually, I arrived at a point in my life where I can't even hear or see them most of the time.
However… sometimes it happens to hear and see those little grinches, but once you’re doing what you love, you’ll have your people who won’t let you down. For example you, my readers. Everytime I feel like I’m not so good at what I am doing, that my words might not touch your mind and soul, I get so many beautiful feedbacks, that I can cry a river of happiness. Really. I don’t think there’s an equal feeling than the one you have when your work *that you absolutely love to do* is appreciated , and in my case, has helped a lot of people. It melts my heart.